You remind me of pictures I used to take long ago. When I was in college wondering where life would lead me. I only held onto dreams back then…
You remind me of photos I used to take when I was slightly younger and I didn’t know what to except from love
You are the lingering feeling that comes and goes like stopping photography and picking it back up again
You are the picture I used to take in the past.
For your daughters
For your son
For you Nikki
it is like that song you know?
the one that always comes back to your head.
the one that talk about love that you don’t have.
it is like that boy that you see
you only know his name.
he looks at you sometimes, more than you could ever catch him
but deep inside you know that it will never be.
it is in night like this that i want you
I want you that looks at me, when I turn my back
I want me that looks at you when you are waiting for the elevator
In night like this I want you close so I can reach out to you
knowing that you are close enough.
really love let me win this time around.
just once, a phone number, coffee, that is all I am asking.
it is a straight shot, two points, that forms a perfect line.
nights like these, I want to win.
the ability to run. not as fast as i want but still to run.
for the ability to love myself and feeling whole.
thankful for the french song I heard on a movie that I love.
The fundamental love
i love you whoever you are
i love you wherever you are
i love you,i just do.
i just want you to love me
I never meant to love you.
It was your smile in a dark day that drew me close to your scent
I never meant to hurt you
It was your kindness that made me want to leave you
I never meant to care about you
But it was the song that I listened at night that reminded me of your profile
I never meant to let you go
It was the tears that I shed alone at night when you couldn’t know
And I want to slip away from you,
Only if not being with me made you sad and you shed a tear…
I never meant to wish that…
But I just want you to love me.
oh beckham ….